it happens all the time. part of our life... but i still cant get used to it.. i hate it! it hurts more than i want it to... we appear so different than we reli are... why? is it that way for everyone else too? so there's no such thing as perfect?
you think i'm so strong? it feels like i'm gonna explode one of these days if i have to keep on holding it all inside! why must this happen??
i'm sori.. i didnt mean it to happen. i dont want it to go on.....